2003-12-07 - 8:56 p.m.
It's really hard for me to sit here & try to write an entry knowing I should be gone.
I am getting annoyed with Dustin. I don't know what his problem is. Well,maybe I don't care to know. He is either going to be a constant with me or leave me alone. I realized that I have actually given up on having a bf. I just don't care anymore. I complain to my girlfriends that I am sick of being mistreated. That's getting old though. Most days it's like whatever happens. That's cool. I don't mind. I sacrificed a lot to try to be with Dustin. I'm not going to anymore. I really like the person that he is however that doesn't neccasarily mean we are meant to be together.
I've seriously had it with Sean. He can kiss my black ass. Him & his fucking faggot friend Adam. I usually don't use that word but,they make me sick.It's all good though.
The one good thing about substance abuse is you just don't give a fuck.
One Love.
