2004-01-19 - 11:35 p.m.
I imagine his demeanor is just as uncomplicated as his facial features. I always want to call him Sean even though his name isn't Sean,it's Jsun. I suppose I always want to call him Sean because he kinda reminds me of Anthony's cousin. I have no idea why. He is much more articulate & well read than Anthony's cousin. I imagine that when he gets older he'll smoke a tobacco pipe for fun & wear a brown,well-worn,corduroy jacket. I imagine that when we're older we'll discuss philosophy as if we know what we're talking about. We won't. However,we'll be on the same page & understand one another so it won't matter.
I imagine that our children will be just as articule & non-chalant in demeanor. I know there will be one boy & one girl. The boy will be the first born. I won't name him Jsun but maybe Sean. He'll hate his name because he'll feel that it doesn't suit him so he'll legally change it to Theodore & move to Poland. Our daughter will be savvy & naive. Traits inherited from her mother. She'll be a daddy's girl. Something her mother was at one time also. She'll be a beautiful bookworm & crush that myth that a woman can not be extremely beautiful & extremely intelligent. She & her brother will fight constantly over who is the smartest. They'll also fight over who is the better child. Their arguments will be in vain because their parents will love them equally the same.
Our families won't mind that we're togther. Not that they should. It won't matter because we'll have a home in the French countryside & only hear words from the states when we mail our letters. Life will be lazy & uncomplicated. Life will be ok because we'll take solace in knowing that life is all we have & we must make the best of it.
Daydreams are where I live at the moment.
One Love.
