2004-02-02 - 11:40 p.m.
Toya,the 21st Armando is getting a hotel room so we can party. I hope you'll be in town that weekened so we can see one another. I miss you dearly. Things seem to be closing in & me & there are times when you help me forget that.
Jsun & I are really close. I love it. I hate it too though. He is such an awesome friend. Wow,I wish I could say more but I like to keep to myself. Anthony & I have broke up once & we're still together. I don't mind him I guess. We don't do much or talk much really. I still don't know how I feel about him. I want to stop thinking about it.
You'd think a girl like me would be excited about her 21st B-day. I'm not. I am so worried about other shit that I can't even enjoy what's suppose to be a good time. Then again I don't know what a good time is anymore. Who knows. Maybe I will again someday. I do have one thing to look forward to.
Jsun comes back to IL in June.
One Love.
