2004-03-16 - 9:42 p.m.
So I guess the question is do I lie & continue to lie or do I tell the truth? I'm not sure it's a horrible lie. I mean,they pretty much have some idea.
It's exhausting hiding things. It's even more exhausting hiding things from people who supposedly know you. Oh well,I guess in some way or another I am always hiding something because I don't fully trust anyone. Why do they want to know. If I say that I don't want to talk about it,why pry? Brooke is good for that. That just makes me feel shittier. It doesn't make you feel better to talk about things you'd rather not talk about. It just makes you feel worse. I hate that. "Oh you'll feel better." No!! I won't. I never do. It never works that way.
That's enough. No more talking.
One Love.
