2004-04-29 - 12:29 a.m.
I tried to keep it down. I really did. I have to sleep. I have work in the morning. I don' want to go. I feel wretched.I'm so weak. I feel not empty enough. I don't feel validated. my head is spinning.
Where are you? I kinda need you right now.It's ok. All shall pass in the morning. Sunshine doesn't wash away the sadness. It just makes it more apparent.
Happy Birthday Latoya. I hope you got my message. I'm hoping this was an awesome 21st. Wish I could be there.
I am so weak. Time to rest.
One Love.
