2004-09-20 - 12:42 a.m.
I knew Daniel was calling before I even picked up the phone. I do miss him. I sit & wish sometimes things could have been different between us. If that were the case life would be completly different. He did tell me that if i ever needed anyhing to come to him. He considers me a really good friend. So why did I almost start crying? Daniel was always so good at upsetting me. Now I just miss him.I do hate him. That's only because I've loved him so much.What else??
I got into a car accident. I was driving. I then realized that I hang out with all guys. I also realized that I have a crush on Paul. He touched my knee last night & sang to me. He is a douchebag though. I hate this.Hmmmm what else. Oh yes. I wrote a 51 page story this week. I am so proud of it, I became sad when I ended it though. I'll have to wait for more ideas to come to write again. I've been starving myself.I am going to become more serious about it this week.
It's getting bad again.
One Love.
