2004-11-06 - 1:46 a.m.
I should be asleep. I do have work in the morning. Last weekend was great. I met a cowboy that made me pancakes while I sat on his couch & got high. Ahhh. It will definitely go down as one of the best experiences in my life. I don't know what gave me the feeling. It was just so right. I am being courted by an old friend of mine. I wouldn't mind so much if I weren't having self-steem issues AGAIN. I know wah-wah-wah. I don't know what's wrong with me. Tomorrow night it will be all 4 girls together again. I wonder how this will go. Tonight a beautiful boy challenged my individualism. I thought it was incredibly sexy. He was genuine & well spoken. I hope he'll make a habit of this. I definitely need something to break my cycle. I think in circles. Well,that's all for this week. There are still 2 days left in the weekend.
One Love.
P.S. I know you're a liar. I know that you still read this. I never lied to you but now you know what I'm really like. I really do hope you like it. I like me without you.
