2005-08-02 - 4:27 p.m.
On Friday I didn't want to spend a lot of money so i took a lot of pills that I had. I kept taking them b/c they didn't seem to be working. I did drink. I didn't seem to be as drunk as I should be. It was a fun night but,I felt overweight. So Saturday night I went to a Polish birthday party. I had fun. I felt bad around all the teeny tiny Polish girls though. I'm still so crazy,if only i didn't feel this way. Well,I drank wayyy too much at the party. I passed out. The next day I seemed okay. Nope,it's tuesday & I'm still not fully recovered. I guess the fact that it's been hotter than hell doesn't help either. I'm a wreck. I haven't been running in 3 days. I can't stand it. it's just too hot & I'm too out of my mind.I'm low on cash b/c of my quitting my job. I don't care. I'm going to look for another one soon. My life would be perfect if I could just lose weight.
*Sigh*. Love fixes nothing.
One Love.
