2005-10-10 - 11:32 p.m.
I can't seem to form a thought the way that I used to. The fact of the matter is,well I don't think much lately. I am so much fatter than I could ever imagined & it's killing me. The only thing that keeps me from going super crazy is Mr.G. Mr.G is my everything. We pretty much knew when we met one another. Mr.G told me he prayed that he'd have me the night he met me.It's extremely hard to be little ol selfish me with him around. Now it's as if sometimes I'm thinking for 2 people. The most hilarious thing about he & I is well,we fit. We fit quite well & not a whole lot of people see that. There are so many outside forces trying he keep us from one another. It isn't going to happen though. The very second I realized that none of that mattered I felt so much better. I also learned that my wanting to be silent wasn't a bad idea at all. I didn't trust very many people to begin with & it's even worse now. I am going to be much more weary of the company that I keep. Parties are fun. Meeting new people is great. What makes it the absolute best though is I get to go home & fall asleep with my Mr. G.
One Love.
