2007-12-20 - 11:24 p.m.
Right now I am listening to music and trying hard not to feel like I've felt in the past couple of months. It is working. Kinda. Mr. G.'s absence has affected me. However, I just got my grades and well I feel so much better. I thought I was failing. On most of the assignments I could have done better. I did drag my unhappy ass to class no matter what. I'd wake up at 6 o' clock in the morning most mornings. I did it. I didn't want to. The symptoms of my illness seemed as though they should have been a hinderance. I can tell that I am maturing. I am trying my best to see outside of my illness. I no longer need accolades for doing tedious little things that are neccassary. I know deep down that any adversity I may face doing things for myself are for me. As long as I can depend on myself I will not feel hurt for things that have gone unnoticed because I've noticed them.
One Love.
