2009-06-15 - 5:10 p.m.
I have some clarity now and it is awesome.
It feels weird getting butterflies when you are expecting to see someone. I seriously thought that was something that wasn't ever possible for me again. It feels good to get butterflies. It feels good for someone to tell you that you look prettier than the last time they saw you. If feels great to know someone that is genuinely interested in the things that are doing and the things that you have done. If feels good to know that all your hard work and patience is paying off.
The week before last was really hard. I can not be around my family for long periods of time. I am finally realizing that. Oh well.
I have a new distraction.
